Bubbles

Masa nak keluar dr Starbucks semalam, mcm byk sangat yang nak luahkan lagi.. Tapi lepas dah curhat dgn seorang sahabat on the phone kat luar umah for an hour kot, I’ve forgotten everything a that I wanted to say… its like a one-time explosion that actually is relieving.. Thank you angel for listening and advising me.. It really helps..

Semalam I slept like a baby sebab memang penat pun and ditambah dgn menangis, mata tak larat nak buka dah.. Until 5 am in the morning when I woke up with an excruciating pain in my head. I had migraine.. telan panadol and tried to sleep again, but couldn’t. 10 minutes later started to vomit water water and more water… almost 6 am, I felt dehydrated and was lying in my bed getting ready to get up to vomit again.. I fell asleep again until 8am. Woke up and saw a SMS on my phone.. Si Dia txt at 4.30 in e morning informing me that he is…… tak perlu lah cerita semua.. nanti tiada rahsia antara kita.. anyways, this morning Si Dia kata nak lunch sama2 but then takpelah, I have to go to the office walaupun masuk lambat today.. ada meeting at 3pm. Sampai sekarang almost 2pm dia tak tepon pun nak kuar lunch, so tak lah kot..

Im in my office now having retrieving and replying emails, facebooking and printing some stuff untuk meeting later.. and of course, uploaded the previous entry I wrote last nite.. tak sempat upload.. Orang Starbucks tu mcm halau je.. dah tarik roller shutters.. hehe.. and now im here writing this entry..

Im excited that my best friend is arriving from Jakarta this Friday.. We have lots of stuff to catch up with. Maybe Saturday nak pi genting.. ooopssss.. lupa nak tgk ticket bus lagi.. jap gi buat..

Hmm seriously tak tau nak tulis apa.. Oh ya.. byk actually.. nak tulis about someone tapi mcm tak boleh tulis sebab dia ada access to this blog an I don’t think I want him to know yet.. tapi yang pasti, “asik dong ngobrol ama kamu! At least gwe punya temen SMSan terus..” dia bilang kelmarin, “emangnya gwe tipenya kamu?” “kapan ketemu? Udah penasaran banget”.. translation nya.. “Am I really your type? When can we meet? Makes me wonder”.. or something like that lah… seingat aku lah.. penasaran itu is like tertanya-tanya.. anyways.. these are SMSes from an acquaintance I knew for quite sometime tapi tak rapat.. we found each other on facebook the other day. He buzzed, we exchange numbers and has not stop SMSing since.. best cakap ngan dia.. Comfortable… ok ok ok… there’s nothing going on ok… yang ini pun lagilah complicated.. lets just stop here..

Pastu yesterday morning papa call dlm kesibukan aku menguruskan PR Workshop kat convention centre. He asked if im ok to talk, sounded serious, so I spared him a few minutes. Kata my papa.. priority! So I listened and got a shock of my already messed up life.. he said that someone called asking if Im still single, she wants me to marry her gorgeous son. SERIOUSLY Gorgeous.. eyes on an angel.. Round hazel brown pupils, with long, volumized eye lashes, hidung mancung, kulit putih, tinggi yang sepadan, berkerjaya cemerlang, financially stable and  etc. then dalam aku sibuk imagine this face of desire, a guests speaker for the workshop came and I had to hang up with papa. Told him im gonna call him later tonite. Which I did at starbucks sambil2 tulis entry semalam.

Mesti ramai yang Tanya.. kalau this guy is really like how I described him, kenapa dia still single. Kenapa takde pompuan nak dia? Kenapa mak dia yang carikkan jodoh.. Now, this is where the complicated part of his life comes in. Dan atas sebab komplikasi inilah I decided last nite that I should put a stop right here. Cukup.. My life is nothing but tangled and complicated. Enough!! No more..  Cuma sekarang ni aku menunggu aunty tu call aku utk inform me of her intentions.. we’ll see where the conversation takes this matter to. I’ll update you ok..

The best thing is, papa then said that he does not want to choose who I should marry. He said its up to me. Yang penting that guy can take good care of me and love me unconditionally. Awh, papa is the best! But he had to add something after that statement.. he said that but no matter what he still has the last say. If he then said that he doesn’t accept the guy I wanna marry, then that’s it. I will not marry that guy! Boleh?? Papaku yang chomel ini selalu contradicts his own words. Suruh aku decide tapi he has the last say?? Bedanya di mana?? Hehe.. chomel lah papa ni… Love him to death!

Ok, nak pi meeting..

(TBC – to be continued)